Wednesday, November 16, 2011 | 12:35 AM |
In another life, i would be your girl<3
Helloooooo! Woke up at 3.30pm. that was quite late huh? hahha. tireddddddd. slept at 4+ yesterday. that's why. haven't eaten anything yet. no appetite. fought with bumblebee, again. haish. when is this ever gonna stop dude? i'm sick and tired. tried texting him just now, but it seems like he doesn't have any mood. pfft. what should i do now? can someone tell me? it's never gonna stop. bleagh~ whatever. cried yesterday. got a major headache after crying so much:( idk why. it's not just because of the misunderstanding we had yesterday. it's like, you know, all the sad feeling i had, i just bottled them up. and when i couldn't take it anymore, i let it all out. i will cry for hours and hours. i will call myself stupid and so. girls are destined to be ill-fated huh. mostly it's the girls that suffered alot. try asking other girls. they will agree with me. sometimes, i told myself that i'm still a little girl. i'm not fit to be in a relationship yet. it's like, i feel that i've still got alot to learn. i always told myself that bumblebee deserve someone better then me, even when we're not fighting. it's like, well.. he's 18yrs old. and i'm only like, what? 15yrs old. people said that age doesn't matter in love. yes, i agree. but the way we think, isn't the same. he's going to be a adult. while i'm still a teenager. our thinking is way too different. it's not the same. but whatever it is, i won't let him go. idc what people want to say. idgaf. i love him. bitches out there try to steal him, can. OVER MY DEAD BODY BITCHES_l_! *flips hair to one side* huh.
secondary school students already have thier holidays. primary students will start thier holidays this fri. so that mean thurs is their last day of school. for the p6 students, i hope you guys pass your psle with flying colours and get to go to your desire secondary schools okay! all my cousins is working... except for me:< haish. dad, will you please let me go to work rather then seeing me rot at home and do nth? dying of boredom! not much plans this holiday... Syiirah is going to k.l this sat. and will be back on 4 december. so, i won't have any going out partners. i is sadsxzs. tskk.
i miss my iphone soooo much. regret bringing it to the toilet!!!!!!! if i didn't bring it to the fucking toilet, it wouldn't have fall into the smelly toilet bowl-.- currently using nenek's phone. nokia E63. luckily got whatsapp. nyehehehehe. mum said she's going to reward me for my hard work in december. she said it's a secret. so, at first i though that she was going to buy me another iphone. i told her if she's going to buy me another iphone, idw. it's too expensive. then she said 'jgn perasan.' hahahahaha. so i forced her to tell me and she eventually told me:p she said she's going to give me money for shopping. and i'm like OMG! *faint then wake up back* and she said she's going to give me between $100-$300. she said it's ALOT. okay, i can't wait for december!!!!!!!! SHOPPING BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i force dad to buy me a new phone. i hate using this nokia E63. the battery died so fast-.- force dad to buy me a iphone 4. and he said wait for december. okay, yay! i is sho damn excited!!! hehehehehe:3
teacher gave us hmwk as a holiday hmwk. dafug?!?!?!?! IT'S A FUCKING HOLIDAYS DUDE! do you know what holidays mean? it means that students is finally enjoying after studying and doing hmwk so much! so it means that you teachers doesn't have any brains and gave us hmwk! ergh!!!!!!! i'm going to do that hmwk last min. idgaf if i don't complete it.
okay, now i'm hungry after typing so much. hahha! i'm going to eat and wait for the chinese show to start at 5.30pm. happy holidays students out there! chaoooooooo!
xoxo,
shira lollie.
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