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hello. time checked, 12.37am. currently texting with bumblebee and youtubing. had some misunderstanding with him earlier. old friend of mine inbox me and i was stupid and asked bumblebee if i can reply to his inbox or not. that's when i fucking spoilt his mood. pfft. how stupid can i get? seriously? but we're fine now. you see, if you were to be in a relationships, there's the advantages and the disadvantages. the advantages is, well, there's atleast someone to love you, pamper you and so on and forth. but the disadvantages is, they will get jealous easily when you contact with other guys. obviously. i mean, girls will get jealous too right? so yea, he don't like it when i contact with my old friends back. the guys i mean. sometimes... i feel that he's controlling me, but in a good way. i know he love me very much and is very afraid to lose me. he's scared that other guys out there will try to steal me away from him. hahha. how cute can he get. sayang die very much la:3! time flies so fast. we've been together for 1 year now. he's my longest stead so far. i never loved a guy this much. after 1 year being with him, never once my feelings start to fade. in fact, my love for him grew. day by day, i just love him so much. thank god i found him. mum knows about me and him. it's good to know that mum doesn't object to our relationship. luckily mum is understanding. but dad? he forbids me to be in a relationship. and he don't allowed me to go out with boys, not even my boys classmates. text with boys. how strict can my dad be? well, i understand why he's like this. i'm his only daughter. he's scared that i will become hanyut and rosak like other teenage girls out there. if i were him, i would act like that too. but he's too strict:/ i don't use to have a curfew last time. but since i keep coming back home late, he gave me a curfew. i have to be back home by 7pm. no later then that. that exclude if i have a class outing or attending to a friends birthday party. but that doesn't mean i still can go back home late! i will be back home before 9. since mum and dad is divorced, mum is living with her mum at bukit merah while dad is living at jurong east. whenever i want to go out on weekends, i will go to mum house. i have curfews there too. but mum curfew is much much much better then dad-.- i can go back before 10pm. sooo, whenever i'm going out with bumblebee or my friends, i will go oto mum place. nyehehehehe. but if on weekdays i want to go out, i can't go to mum place. so i have no choice but to go back by 7pm. pfft. sometimes i feel that mum is way more understandable then dad. haa. mum and dad was such a perfect couple. why they have to divorced:/? sometimes i cried thinking about this. i mean, it didn't crossed my mind once last time that my parents are going to divorced one day. i mean, we are a happy family. so happy. but because of a third party that came to my dad's life, boom! all of it crashes down. sometimes, i just fucking hate my dad. how can he have the heart to leave my mum for another woman? is it not enough the way my mum loved him? what more he want? urgh! i thought my life would ended when they divorced. but i tell myself, i musn't let all this afffect me, my studies, my daily life. it was hard for me to cope at first. but days by days, i manage to pull myself together and carry life as per normal. i'm 15 now, going 16. i finally understand fully why they're divorced. i just hope this doesn't happen to me when i'm married in a few years time:/ okay, drop this topic. i'm going to keep talking about this forever if i don't stop now. hahha. things between me and bumblebee is fine. except that we quarell a little bit almost everyday. it's normal. which couple doesn't quarell over little things. this shows that they love each other very much and treasure their relationship. obviously i treasured mine. duh! hehhe. okay, i seriously have to stop here. i've been typing from 12.30. hahha! i'm going to eat sardines cecah with roti while texting with my bumblebee. goodnight!

xoxo,

shira lollie.

hello. time checked, 12.37am. currently texting with bumblebee and youtubing. had some misunderstanding with him earlier. old friend of mine inbox me and i was stupid and asked bumblebee if i can reply to his inbox or not. that's when i fucking spoilt his mood. pfft. how stupid can i get? seriously? but we're fine now. you see, if you were to be in a relationships, there's the advantages and the disadvantages. the advantages is, well, there's atleast someone to love you, pamper you and so on and forth. but the disadvantages is, they will get jealous easily when you contact with other guys. obviously. i mean, girls will get jealous too right? so yea, he don't like it when i contact with my old friends back. the guys i mean. sometimes... i feel that he's controlling me, but in a good way. i know he love me very much and is very afraid to lose me. he's scared that other guys out there will try to steal me away from him. hahha. how cute can he get. sayang die very much la:3! time flies so fast. we've been together for 1 year now. he's my longest stead so far. i never loved a guy this much. after 1 year being with him, never once my feelings start to fade. in fact, my love for him grew. day by day, i just love him so much. thank god i found him. mum knows about me and him. it's good to know that mum doesn't object to our relationship. luckily mum is understanding. but dad? he forbids me to be in a relationship. and he don't allowed me to go out with boys, not even my boys classmates. text with boys. how strict can my dad be? well, i understand why he's like this. i'm his only daughter. he's scared that i will become hanyut and rosak like other teenage girls out there. if i were him, i would act like that too. but he's too strict:/ i don't use to have a curfew last time. but since i keep coming back home late, he gave me a curfew. i have to be back home by 7pm. no later then that. that exclude if i have a class outing or attending to a friends birthday party. but that doesn't mean i still can go back home late! i will be back home before 9. since mum and dad is divorced, mum is living with her mum at bukit merah while dad is living at jurong east. whenever i want to go out on weekends, i will go to mum house. i have curfews there too. but mum curfew is much much much better then dad-.- i can go back before 10pm. sooo, whenever i'm going out with bumblebee or my friends, i will go oto mum place. nyehehehehe. but if on weekdays i want to go out, i can't go to mum place. so i have no choice but to go back by 7pm. pfft. sometimes i feel that mum is way more understandable then dad. haa. mum and dad was such a perfect couple. why they have to divorced:/? sometimes i cried thinking about this. i mean, it didn't crossed my mind once last time that my parents are going to divorced one day. i mean, we are a happy family. so happy. but because of a third party that came to my dad's life, boom! all of it crashes down. sometimes, i just fucking hate my dad. how can he have the heart to leave my mum for another woman? is it not enough the way my mum loved him? what more he want? urgh! i thought my life would ended when they divorced. but i tell myself, i musn't let all this afffect me, my studies, my daily life. it was hard for me to cope at first. but days by days, i manage to pull myself together and carry life as per normal. i'm 15 now, going 16. i finally understand fully why they're divorced. i just hope this doesn't happen to me when i'm married in a few years time:/ okay, drop this topic. i'm going to keep talking about this forever if i don't stop now. hahha. things between me and bumblebee is fine. except that we quarell a little bit almost everyday. it's normal. which couple doesn't quarell over little things. this shows that they love each other very much and treasure their relationship. obviously i treasured mine. duh! hehhe. okay, i seriously have to stop here. i've been typing from 12.30. hahha! i'm going to eat sardines cecah with roti while texting with my bumblebee. goodnight!

xoxo,

shira lollie.