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Saturday, April 30, 2011 | 9:13 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

what's the big deal that dad's engagement is tmr ? Eh atok , seriously ah . Stop nagging at me ! I've enough problems alr in my life ! Semue kau nak suruh aku kemas ! Cawan kau nak suruh aku cuci lah , suruh aku anuh ayam lah ! The reason i woke up late is because i was studying until 4.30 am ! Because i really don't want to fail ! And here you are saying that dad engagement is MORE IMPORTANT then my fucking exams ?!?! RIDICULOUS ! SERIOUSLY ! Nnt sikit'sikit atok tak habes'habes bbual pasal auntu yatee . Ckp die lagi bagus dari mummy lah . Die ade rumah kemas bukan mcm mummy . Mummy pat rumah , tak tahu nak kemas lah . Itu lah , ini lah . ah , ckp mummy tak btl lah . Atok tahu tak hati i sakit bile atok ckp mcm gitu ? AUNTY YATEE BKN MAK I ! FAHAM ?! SHE'S NOT MY FREAKING REAL MOTHER ! SHE'S NOT THE ONE WHO BORN ME ! SHE'S NOT THE ONE WHO BUY MY SCHOOL BOOKS ! SHE'S NOT THE ONE WHO GIVE ME EVERYTHING THAT I WANT ! SHE IS NOT MY MOTHER ! I paling tak suke kalau atok bbual pasal mummy . Everyday atok , everyday i have to face the same thing . You nagging at me . Prasing aunty yatee and giving a bad name to mummy . Ckp mataer mummy tak handsome lah , ape lah . ATOK DAH KENAPE NI ?! MUMMY DOESN'T GO FOR LOOKS OKAY ! SHE GOES FOR THE HEART ! BIAR LAH MATAER MUMMY TAK HANDSOME ASALKAN HATI DIE BAIK AND MUMMY SUKEKAN DIA ! YG ATOK SUSAH HATI SANGAT DAH KENAPE ?! It's not even your problem ok ! And every little things i do , you start nagging . Please atok , i'm asking you for one thing only . Stop all your shitty attitudes . And yesterday when i went to school , my eyes were sore and small and really red . My friends thought i didn't have enough sleep . Only farah found out on her own that actually it was not because i didn't have enough sleep , it's because i've been CRYING THE WHOLE NIGHT . She thought that i had a fight with bumbblebee . But , no . It's not because of him . IT'S BECAUSE OF ALL THE PROBLEMS I HAVE WITH MY FAMILY . I was just letting out all of my tears that night because i can't stand it anymore . I'm trying to be strong . But i can't . It's really tough . Really tough:/

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Thursday, April 28, 2011 | 7:00 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

yay , tmr is fridaaaaaay:D heeh . I just loveeeee friday(: not going to mum house this weekend . Dad's engagement is on the sunday and mom's working both saturday and sunday . So yea , and mom is thinking whether she should be getting for me a Iphone or not . She say that she's scared if i'm not responsible enough . Whatever ah eh . First , she promised that she'll get me a Iphone . Then now she thinking . Whuttahell ? Then fazah got handp i no handp ah ?! GOOD AH GOOD ! I NO HANDP . AWESOME NAK MAMPOS!


Monday, April 25, 2011 | 8:31 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

hiiiiiiii . Today there's no school due to e-learning . So yea , went to syiirah house to do my e-learning and then met bumbblebee afterwards . And i'm sho dead tmr . I still haven't do my hist and malay . And i need to submit it tmr:l gosh ~ and exam is just round the corner>,< i have to start studyingggggg! Idw to fail . Argh ! I hate my dad . Tak tahu sabar pe ?! Org tgh update blog kan:@ ! ISSSSSH ! BINGIT AH BINGIT


What a boring sunday ...
Sunday, April 24, 2011 | 4:17 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

hi i'm bored-.- like really bored . Watched rio earlier with my brother , wan and syiirah . What a funny movie. XD i like . So yeah . Now i'm bored . I've got nth to do . I want to go bukit meraaaaah please):


Friday, April 22, 2011 | 9:29 PM | 0 beautiful(s)

she's so pretty . jealous please>.<

hellohello ! today i wake up super early . 8.00am-.- caused yesterday i slept at 11.30pm . so yeah . will be going to school later . got npcc event-.- malas nyer nak pergi . dah lah aku ni dari bukir merah . kalau dari jurong east tak ape jugak . ni bukit merah , mak oiii ! jauh siul>,< haiyoyo . then after that kene patah balek gi bukit merah balek . aduiii . so yeah , gonna siap'siap noooow .

TOODLES<3 ~

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DropDeadTired !
Thursday, April 21, 2011 | 8:39 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

just got back from home . Actually not just , quite awhile . And i'm tired-,- like really tired . I've been standing the whole day . And ushering the parents . And my legs is really pain . Someone , help me massage it puhlease:/ ? Chey no lah . Fakefake only . Heeh . Just now i went to syiirah house with nina to do our online hmwk which is quite ALOT=.= so i finish some alr:P will be going to her house again on mon to finish it up . I want to stay up until bumbblebee's online . But my eyes can barely be open . It's alr half close . So yeah , i want to sleep . But before that , i want to find food ? Find food for what ? Eat ah ! Eat for what ? I hungry ah ! K aku mepek .

TOODLES<3 ~

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| 6:15 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

hihihi^^ today is sucha tiring day for me , nina and syiirah-.- in the morning , me and nina have to stand for the ncdcc cause it was cca day-.- tired siaaaaak . we stand for like more then one hour !!!!!!!!!!!! _l_ then dismissal time was 10.20am . met bumbblebee for awhile^^, V then when back to school for speech day . we have to usher the parents all that . actually only the prefect need to usher the parents . but then ms yu ask me to help her out . so yeah , me nina and syiirah went to usher the parents . tiring siaaa . we have to stand from 2.30pm till 7.30pm . woaaaaah ~ tiredtiredtired . then now i'm currently at syiirah house with nina . told dad the speech day finish at 9.00+ . yes , it did end at 9+ . but heeh , kite balek . penat . so now at syiirah house . will be going home soon .

TOODLES<3 ~

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Wednesday, April 20, 2011 | 4:42 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

hi ! second post for today(: currently at Syiirah house doing hmwk . as usual , we both need each other help in math hmwk . hehhe . so yeah , we're done with it . i'll need to start revising for my sci and hist . i keep revising for math only-____- HAHHA ! sooooooo , will be going home soon . i don't feel like going home siaaa . haish ....


kbai .

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| 2:45 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

hallu ! today is sho sway-____- Ms Choo didn't came so i tie Syaidah hair , Farah tie Syiirah hair and Nina tie Atiqah hair . then i was alr tying Syaidah hair . finish tying alr . then Farah was siting on the table while Syiirah hair . so when Mr Lian came , Farah was still siting on the table-___- so Syiirah ask her to get down . she get down but still continue tying her hair . and Nina alr let go of Atiqah hair . then Mr Lian came in and shout at Syiirah , Farah , Atiqah and Nina;
'YOU CAN TIE YOUR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE TEACHER LESSON ?! DON'T YOU HAVE SOME RESPECT ?! COME OUT !'
so they all came out and Syiirah was tying her hair and Mr Lian shout at her;
'YOU STILL CAN TIE YOUR HAIR WHEN I'M TALKING ?!'
then idk what happen cause Mr Lian was talking to them outside . what a bad day for them . heeh .


examssssssssss ! next week:l ohgosh .......... i want to study .

TOODLES<3 ~

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Monday, April 18, 2011 | 2:55 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

wazzzuup ! Like finally-.- i dragged myself to go to NCDCC . Today no parade because all of the uniform group is having the full dress reherseal for the speech day . So yeah , the sec one and two just sit in the classroom learning about first aids . Quite fun i must say . Hahha . Thursday no lesson ! Yay:P but got CCA recognition day-.- which means i got the NCDCC thingy thing-,- have to stand for like 1 hour+ . Mati siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-______- and i have to reach school at 6.40am . Kiwak , tak ade lagi siang peeeee ?! Pfft ~ and friday no school ! Yay lagi:P hahahahahahahahaha .

TOODLES<3 ~

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Sunday, April 17, 2011 | 10:12 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

EWAHEWAH . SEDAAAAAAAAAP NYER MULUT KAU CKP AKU TREAT KAU MCM MAINAN . JGN NAK TUDUH SEMBARANG PLEASE . AKU TAK SUKE . SEMUE KAU NAK COMPLAIN DKT STATUS KAU . TAHU AH AKU COMPLAIN PAT BLOG AKU . BUT HEY , IT'S MY BLOG . AND NO ONE READS IT EXCEPT FOR YOUUUUUU ! BUUT FACEBOOK ? HAA ! IT APPEARS ON NEWSFEED AND EVERYBODY CAN READ IT OKAY ?! WALAAU:/ NNT SEMUE ORG INGAT AKU PMPN SIAL , TREAT KAU MCM MAINAN . PLEASE AH PLEASE:/ AKU TAK PERNAH SIAA TREAT KAU MCM MAINAN . I'M NOT THAT TYPE OF GIRL . AND KITA GADUH PASAL MUKE NI -------->'-.-' KAU DAH TAHU KAN AKU DAH BIASE LTK MUKE TU . IT'S ALR A HABIT . SO I NEED TIME TO CHANGE . FAHAM ? HAIYOYOYO . SEMUA LAH EH SALAH AKU . TIDO PON CANTEK .

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| 7:16 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Can somebody accompany me watch Justin Bieber NSN3D pleaseeeeeee . *puppyface* nvm ah . Everybody watched alr whaaat. Guess i have to go alone then . Pergi sorang tak mati ah:P tomorrow school alr . Yay ! Can't wait-,- June holiday faster come please please . Pretty pleaseeeeee ! Guess what ? I just realised that MYE is NEXT WEEK ! OHGOSH! Buck up shira , buck up !!!!!!! I don't want to get another U-Grade for math again please:< i must pass . Must ! Kbai .

TOODLES<3 ~

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Saturday, April 16, 2011 | 5:30 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Today , my mood suddenly change . Happy to angry . It's because of that nurin umairah . Oh yes , still angry_l_
I was like planning to watch jb movie with someone . But she alr watch it with someone else . Awesome ah eh . Awesome gile babi


Friday, April 15, 2011 | 6:38 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Hi . Aku tak suka org yg suka paitau mcm Nurin Umairah_l_ akubencikau.com
I ended up studying at Macdonald ALONE until 7.30pm when Syiirah came . This Nurin promise to go with me . But i didn't saw her when i reach . Go to hell with her-.- so yah , i was studying and i saw Nina little sister and her friends . So they gather around me and talk . And then there is this Grace Orchard boy who kept looking at us . So i ask them why he's looking at us . They say he's always like that . And he came to Macdonald everyday . So i was like talking to them when he pass us a paper . And this is what he wrote on the paper , 'I love you girl' . Then Nina little sister ask who was he referring to . And he say he was referring to all of us . And i was like , okay .. This boy is really weird . And guess what ? He open the door so that people can walk in and go out . Whenever he saw people walking in or wanting to go out , he would quickly rush over to open the door for them-______- and he stand at the door distrubuting flyers that he stole from a shop . And then he gave me . But i throw it . And he gave it again ! I throw it again . AND HE GAVE IT AGAIN-.- ! I waited for him to go to other places then i throw it . And then he wiped the table while shaking his butt-.- kimak . Die jadi bahan ketawe sial . Then he pretended that his badminton racket was a guitar . He went infront of me and play his 'guitar' . I pretended to study . He's really freaking me out-.- ! Then around 6+ , his teacher came and kindly ask him to go home . And he say bye to me in a flirtish way . Eeww please . Thank godness he's gone . So i shifted place . Then came Pipit and one of his friend-.- i ignore . Then this is what his friend said;
Pipit:kau srg ?
Me:tak uh . Tgh tunggu kwn .
Him:oh . Kau tak jumpe Lydia ?
Me:tak uh .
*then his friend talk to me*
Him:mate lawar mate . Pakai contact lens eh ?
Me:ah'ah .
Him:beli kat mane ?
Me:pat kedai uh .
Him:tahu lah pat kedai . Kedai mane ? Kedai dpn Macdonald ni eh ?
Me:ah'ah . *actually bukan . Maen ah'ah je . XD*
Him:baju lawar baju .
Me:hahha .
Him:beli pat Bugis eh ?
Me:ah'ah . *padahal Syiirah punye . Beli online-.-*
Him:brape uh ?
Pipit:satu dollar .
Him:aku tnyr die . Aku tak tnyr kau .
Pipit:tahu lah . Aku jawabkan die .
Me:*chuckles*
Him:jam lawar jam .
Pipit:jgn kacau lah . Die tgh blajar tu .
Him:kau diam lah .
Him:skolah mane ?
Me:Juying .
Him:oh .
*then Syiirah and Nina came followed by another of Pipit friend*
So i was like talking to Nina and Syiirah . So when Nina went home , left me and Syiirah . I order my food . Then while i was eating , i notice pipit friend , was like looking at me outside asking for my no. , so i told Syiirah . And i ask Syiirah to block me . Then i look again he was calling me to come out . I ignore . Then he ask his friend to personally go to me and ask for my no.
His friend:hi . Erm .. My friend yg tu mntk no. Uh .
Me:takde no. Ah .
His friend:oh .. Okay .. Nvm .
*then he walk out . His friend who ask for my no. Was expecting my no. But then his friend said that i didn't give my no. And they walked away . PHEEEEEEW-.- I don't want to study at Macdonald again . NONONONONONONO .

Toodles<3 ~

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Thursday, April 14, 2011 | 8:23 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Yay tomorrow Friday yay ! I looooooove Friday . Why i love friday ? Because the next day is Saturday uh ! DUH ~ and tomorrow is our 5 station . Incline pull-up , Shutter run , standing broad jump , sit up and sit and reach . I HATE SIT AND REACH AND STANDING BROAD JUMP . Why i hate sit and reach ? It's because my leg is damn long and my hand can't really go THAT far-.- and standing broad jump , idk:/ it's just that everytime i want to jump , i'll have this feeling that i would stumble over-.- so yeah . Did our 2.4 run alr and i get 1st place . Yayyay ! ^^,
Now i have problem sleeping:( because i just woke up . Gosh .

TOODLES<3 ~

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Wednesday, April 13, 2011 | 9:35 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Hihi stalkerz . Today History wasn't a draaag at all^^, in fact it was interesting . Maybe it's because Mr Chung take over since Ms Khaur was absent . I find her teaching really boring-_____- but Mr Chung teaching is like AWESOME ! AWESOME SHITSZXSZS ! XD Trololololol ~ So blablabla . After school Nina and Fyqah kept pestering me to teach them how to put on contact lens . So i taught them . Fyqah was okay . She manage to put it . But Nina , i haven't yet put lens in her eyes and she's like shouting-,- i ask her to open her eyes real big . And guess what ? I just poke the lens into her eyes before she blinked . HAHHA ! I is evil ? Ikr:P and then went for Science remedial then went home . And went to Syiirah house to study and i need her help in math and history . Went home around 8.30pm , study for Math test tmr and here i am bloghopping .
*Yaaaaawn* okayz guyz . I is sleepy:/ i want to sleep !
Have a good day ahead you people !
TOODLES<3 ~

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Tuesday, April 12, 2011 | 9:32 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

suuup stalkerz ! Today school was a total drag ! Urgh ~ maybe it's because i didn't sleep the whole day yesterday . That's why i kept dozing off in class . Especially in History lesson-.- OMG . Damn sleepy . So yeah . After school , me , Nina , Shidah , Farah , Syiirah , Atiqah and Citra went out of school to have our lunch while waiting for Nurin . So yeah . Eat eat , talk talk . Went back to school and went to my aunty house to take something , blablabla . Immediately after i reach home , throw my beg on the floor and switch on my fan and sleep on the sofa . I didn't even change and shower . It's because i'm really tired . Like REALLY tired . So yeah ~ and then when i woke up , everybody was getting ready to go out . they say they going Johor and ask me whether i want to tag along . But i decline . I just wake up and i'm really lazy to go out . So yah , it's just me in the house . ALONE . And the time now is 12.40am and they're still not home . Quickly lah come home . I very scared alr leh:/



TOOdles ~

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Monday, April 11, 2011 | 10:35 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Time checked , 1.40am . I just can't get my eyes closed-.- i'm really not feeling sleepy . And and i have like so many red dots all over my hand-______- thanks to the stupid mosquitos . Nb . itchy siaa. I keep scratching my hands-.- and it's red now . And i really don't feel like going to school today . But i'll have to because i didn't went to school yesterday and my father is nagging because i skipped school . I don't want to go to school lah please . I want to stay at home and eat and eat and eat . Please please please . Tsk-.- i'm gonna have to sleep now or i'll be having problem waking up later on .


KBAI<3

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| 9:09 AM | 0 beautiful(s)

Today I didn't went to school because I wasn't feeling quite well . Maybe it's due to me lacking of sleep . Yeah . I'm really lacking of sleep this past few days . And yes people , LEAVE ME ALONE FOR THE TIME BEING . I'm not in the mood this past few days . Everything you do might just fucking piss me off . So better leave me alone . And yes you , i send you a long message in inbox at Facebook and you didn't even bother to reply . Thanks alot . I tried to put things back together here . But ... Haish . It's okay . I know it very well that it's my fault . And i get the point that i should leave you alone . But we both know that i'm not that strong:( so please . Give me one last chance please:'( ! I know i promise you not to do it again . But i've done it again . But if you'll give me another chance , I'LL CHANGE ! I SWEAR . One last chance is all i need . Please .

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Saturday, April 9, 2011 | 4:42 PM | 0 beautiful(s)

Shira , Shira . Kenapa lah kau bodoh sangat ?
Gosh . What was i thinking when i say that to you . I swear i don't mean it . I've made you cry . I'm feeling really guilty right now . Like really damn fucking guilty . Sometimes i wonder , why was i even born to be like this . Cuma pandai menyakitkan hati org . Salah aku semua aku tolak pat org laen . And saying it wasn't my fault . You've suffer enough with me . I can't afford to hurt you again . I know although we talk . And i promise you that i will not do it again , i still do it and hurt you over and over again . I am so damn fucking cruel . I'm heartless . Maybe i shouldn't even ought to be called a human . I've no heart . I always put myself first . Gosh . I really need to change myself .

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