i just don't understand why you are still mad at me . It's your fault okay . You shouldn't have say that to me . You're making it look as if it's my fault . Later all your friend thinks i'm a lame girlf . Like wtf okay ? So irrits . We couldn't meet because my dad is getting suspicious . You just don UNDERSTAND THAT ! I thought you understand me . But you didn't . If you want to leave me , you are welcome to do so .don't want to let you go . But if that's your decison , there's nothing i do .
Saturday, January 22, 2011 | 11:09 AM |

i adore same ny gamba sangat-sangat .
hello peopleeeee . yeap , you know it . i'm at my mum's crib . will be going home tmr . so yeah . and i'm finishing up my hmwk . tak ade lagi bnyk per cikgu kasih-.- ?
tebal plak tu paper die . haiyo .
so yeah , we're still not talking . i know eventhough i apologise , he did not maaf kan me sincerely . pfft . i'm sick and tired of all this shitzxszxs lah . haish .
YAY ! my birthday cooooooooming soooooooon . which is on MONDAY ! woohoo . ahuh , oh yeaaaaaah . daddy cmfm buy for me polaroid camera . i've been a veryveryvery goodgirl this past few days . HEHHE(: and mum is gonna let me rebond my haaaaaaaaaair:D yessa uh ! happy ah please .
k bai . i wanna do my hmwk then sleeeeeeep . or wait for him to online . if he online and nvr talk to me , then i'll offline and get some sleep .
byebye loved ones ~
He's not perfect ,
you aren't either .
But if he can make you laugh at
least once , causes you to think
twice . Hold on to him and give
him the best you can .
Labels: What If Love Isn't As Simple As Boy Meets Girl ?
Friday, January 21, 2011 | 9:53 AM |

omg ! ain't she's pretty ?! she's so sweet maaaaaaaaaaaaan . urgh ~
suuuuup ! currently at mom crib . and i give up in doing the stupid Dnt hmwk-.- i do like a quater of it ? yeah , quater-.- and this Syiirah alr went to sleep=.= i ask her to wait up for me , she go laland alr . aiseybedah ~ so yeah . and yes WE are back to square one . things were back to normal and we fight AGAIN . pfft . WHY IS EVERYBODY PUSHING ALL THE BLAME TO ME ?!?!?
aku rase aku mati pon kau tak kesah sia:/
Sometimes i am happy for
just one moment . In that
one moment i don't think
about my problems , i think
all the options i have . I think
about all the years ahead of me ,
i think about all the awesome
people i will meet , i think about
all the great ideas i will get ,
i think about all the adventures
about love , about all the places
that i am yet to discover .
For that one moment i believe
i will be happy one day , i know
happiness is out there .
i have hope .
Labels: I Hate Your Negative Shit .
Thursday, January 20, 2011 | 9:13 PM |
me:eh , talk to me lah-.- i boring uh .
Him:i forgot to tell you , the new me doesn't talk much:)
wtf-.- ? Even to me you doesn't talk much ? Bullshit man , bullshit ! Then went i went offline you flare up . Then what's the point in me onlining when you say you don't talk much ? And please , don't make me look bad by pushing ALL the blame on me . i better do smth before your feelings fade ? Once you told me that your feelings won't fade and you promise me that you'll nvr leave me . Please don't break your promise boy:/
Labels: You've Change Is Alr Bad . Your Feelings Fade ? I Can't Take It:/
4 More Days Baby , 4 More Days(;
| 4:19 AM |
suuuuuup ! today i wake up early . 10.45 am . Wierd-.- usually i'll wake up around 12+ . Hahha . So yeah . Wake up , shower , eat breakfast , eat medicine-.-(i hate the medicine-.-') then fall asleep . The medicine is making me feel drowsy . So wake at 3+ , went online and chat . Then eat again . then medicine again . And here i am now bloghoping:D and yay ! Tmr sch ! I usually hate sch . But sch on fri= A W E S O M E (Y) HEHHE(: i heard tmr got cca day ? Not sure . Lol . my head feels like it's been knock by hammer-.- so pain . Gonna get some rest . Toodles !
Labels: OMG . 4 MORE DAAAAAAAAAYS(:
Wednesday, January 19, 2011 | 4:43 AM |
hello world . Didn't go to sch today . Sick:/ so went to see a doc . The doc say i got virus infection): sedeh or whaaaaaaat siaa . So i'm on mc for 2 days . Today and tmr . Tsk uh ! So boring man stay at home . haish): so yeah . This fri after sch will be going to mom house . Then on sun ETP with dad , sakaii , wan fazah and aunty yate . Then tues will be going Sakura with mom and bro . Wah ! I keep going out-.-' nvm . And mom ask me weather i want to rebond my hair or not . I say waaaaant ! YAY !!! Happy please .
Labels: Bai ., K
Tuesday, January 18, 2011 | 7:40 AM |
heyheyhey stalkers . Just came back from meeting mum . Had our dinner at mcdonald . So yeah . Will be sakura with her and bro next tues to celebrate my 15th birthdaaaaay ! YAY ! Hehhe ! Mum touch my forehead and she say my body so warm . But then i touch her she say my hand cold . Haiyooo . I don't want to fall sick please:/ it's so fml when i'm sick maaaan . Tsk ! I alr eat panadol . Feeling a LITTLE bit better . So yeah . Will be going to sleep soon .
K , bai .
Labels: I Don't Want To Fall Sick:/ FML-.-
Monday, January 17, 2011 | 5:36 AM |
today , i'm in a very happy mood:D ! Me and him=on good terms ! I suka i suka i suka please(: ! Hehhe ! It's a relieved that things were back to normal again(: he's sick of fighting and i'm sick too . So yeah . I'm really , really , really glad that we are back together again(:
i've finish watching Vampire Diaries Season 1 . Katherine's back ! Gosh ! Then it just ended like that-.- I NEED TO WATCH SEASON 2 !!!!!!!!!!!
k , bai .
Labels: Nobody Can Separate Us(:
Sunday, January 16, 2011 | 7:16 AM |
suuup. Today went karoake with Sakaii, Wan, Fazah, Dad, and Aunty Yati. Had a great time there. Will be going to ETP next Sun with them. Maybe. So yeah. Tomorrow school-.- shitzxs man. I don't want to go to school please? School sucks big time. Like totally-.-
I'm soooo into Vampire Diaries:DDD STEFAN AND DAMON IS SOOOO HOTTTTTTTTTTTT PLEASE!! HEHHE! Anw, me and him=not sure. Are we back to normal? Idk. Seriously, i want all this to be over. I don't want to lose you please:(
Labels: I Want All This To Be Over. I Can't Take It Anymore):
Saturday, January 15, 2011 | 3:59 AM |
yawyawyaw .currently at Sakaii crib . they're having a kenduri i think . that's what grans told me . spoil je . i want to go back home watch vampire diaries !!! OMG ! i swear Stefan and Damon is fucking hotttttttttttttttt please ! HEHE . so yeah .
i think me and him is okay now . i think lah . not sure . just hoping things will get back together:( fighting'fighting no good . bad for our health righttttttttt ?
HAHHA .
and YAY ~
i brought new contact lens . Sakaii say my contact lens is scary . oh well , i bought the same as her(:
k , bai .
Learn to appreciate
what you have ,
before it's gone .
Labels: A Little Jealousy In Every Relationship Is Healthy .
Thursday, January 13, 2011 | 10:36 PM |
suuuup ! Just came back from camp and i'm dropdeadtired ! It's really tiring but fun:D i loooove the camp . So yeah . Suffered a little bit there lah . Yeap .
I don't love you ? I don't miss you ? You don't matter anymore to me ? Please eh , i still love you and i miss you fucking bad during my camp . And you really matter to me . So please , do not accuse anyhow-.- you've changed ? Yeah , you've changed . The old you is gone for good . Just hoping your feelings won't change boy .
Labels: Easy Come, Easy Go .
Tuesday, January 11, 2011 | 7:18 AM |
'people change , feelings fade .' yeap . Most people are saying that . You've change . But , i'm just hopping THAT feelings of yours won't fade . And yes , i give up on you . Do what you want . Wash my hands of you . I'm not gonna control or force you anymore . Whatever . You said you're not sad anymore . I ask then why aren't you talking to me ? And your ans is i'm busy . Last time no matter HOW busy you are , you ALWAYS find time to talk to me . But now , not anymore . You know what ? I can't be bothered anymore . Bye-.-
Labels: I Give Up On You . I Wash My Hands Off You . I Can't Be Bothered Anymore . Do What You Want . I'm not Gonna Force Or Control You Anymore . Whatever .
Sunday, January 9, 2011 | 5:22 AM |

this is going to be my last post before i go off to sleep . i suddenly have the urge to update again .
so yeah .
when i apologise to you , your ans was 'arh' omgucci . sad or what:(
i know you're still sad . you didn't even say bye when you offline . haish .
okay ! told you this is my last post okay ! so yeah ! will update . god
willing ! hehhe ! byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
Labels: True Commitment Takes Effort And Sacrifice .
| 3:23 AM |

aww, this couple is so sweet(':
heyho stalkers . i can't believe tmr is Mon ! woah ! fast or what . tskk . i hate school please:( school is making me STRESS . with all the studies , choosing CCA ! urgh ~
today , i have to turn in at 9.30 . awesome please . HAHA me okay ?
will be taking the train . so yeah . aku rindu Sakaii Tyga please:( bila mau jumpa deyy ? meet soon okay ?!
:D
you know you love me
i know you care
just shout whenever ,
and i'll be there .
you want my love ,
you want my heart .
and we would never , ever ,
ever be apart(:
Never Make Somebody
Your Everything .
Cause When They're Gone ,
You've Got Nothing .
Labels: I'm Not Fine . I Need A Hug:/
Saturday, January 8, 2011 | 8:57 AM |

shit , my tears are rolling down , and i can't help it but just let it go . i can't stand it anymore . i tryna hold back all this tears for too long . and today i'm just gonna let it out now !!!!!!! it's hard for me to you know . that we can't meet . urgh ~ everybody think it's my fault . fine , then i assume it's my fault . everything it's my fault . i'm the one who started it . whatever .
Labels: I'm Totally Fucked Up Right Now
| 4:51 AM |

hello stallkers ~
currently i'm doing nothing on this laptop . except for facebook and blogger and tumblr AND youtube:D
err , let's see .
oh booooooy , where are you ? online leeeeeeeeeeeeeer . i want to talk to you
♥
didn't get to talk to you yesterday:(
it seems like you're just lazy to talk to me .
oh well , i'm gonna make you talk to me .
k , lame ~
SYIIRAH , IF YOU ARE READING THIS , PLEASE , PLEASE REMEMBER TO BRING THE VAMPIRE DIARIES ON MONDAY OKAY ?! JANGAN LUPA TAU . AKU SENGAJA LTK BIG'BIG JADI KAU NMPK K ?
K , BYE .
when the world is upside down ,
it's nice to have someone upside
down with you
♥
Labels: Music Speak What Cannot Be Express
| 1:25 AM |

wasabbbbbbbi .
today is my special day and i'm not going out . pity me please .
:((
I WANT TO GO OUT LAH .
but i cnnt go out .
because i cnnt go out .
and i can't go out-.-'''
lame .
haiyaya ~
currently i'm at my mum house . so mon i will be going to sch from here . and her house is at Bukit Merah . fucking damn far from my sch=.=
but , no choice lorrrrrr .
to you ,
i'm rerally sorry i can't go out today . err . we've not met each other for like 5 days ? yeah , 5 days . i miss you lahhhh.
tskk . i'm such a silly girl .
okay , hope to meet you sooooooooooon ~
buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
only love let's us see
normal things in an
extraordinary way .
Labels: I Just Wanted To Be Your Last
Friday, January 7, 2011 | 1:57 AM |

saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap . i know , i know . this blog is dusty though . hahha . nvm , today i will update a long post okay ? let's get started . so today , school today was soooo bored-.- i fell asleep during eng and p.e . p.e is only the briefing . so yeah .
fell asleep blablabla .
currently at Syiirah crib doing our hmwk . i'm going home before 10 . so yeah . and i'm still in my school uniform-.-' nvm .
dear you ,
i'm sorry we couldn't g out tomorrow . yes , it's our second month . the first month plan was crash . and on our second month too:( i feel guilty and sad . very sad . you have every right to be mand at me . i'm at fault . haiyo . shira shira-.-
okay , i'm really sorrrrry:/
there are a lot of people who
who call you by your name .
but there is only ONE PERSON
who can make it sound so damn
SPECIAL .
Labels: Love Makes You Hold On To Things You Shouldnt
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